The poem is titled well fuck even from a distance i waited all my life for the samesamebutdifferent anniversary gala 2025 yesyesyes no i’m not joking
This is what it’s really like
I enjoy being a judgy bitch
I
I genuinely genuinely describe the state of the arts in cut and paste yes absolutely
I
I punch up
I
I
I used to believe in a lot of things and some
Of them were
Male suffering
A red wheelbarrow
A bunch of gay men with ennui
Ernest love
Logic of the three
This poem that i wrote
My PhD
OOOOOOOOOOF
Losing it losing it losing
Upwards not just outwards
Sound reverberates
Anyway this is the pronunciation bit
Anyway the correct Polish word for it is
Anyway the closest I ever came to god was confusing
In the hospital he offered me a lollipop
But i guess some people are entitled to do whatever
Nun-fucking scenarios? Mortification of the flesh?
Yes yes
(Thank you Duolingo) (my mum didn’t teach me
Umms and ahhhs in a transcript
The wind made the chimes laugh and you’re allowed to laugh
You a screwball comedy
You spaniel
You a puppy
You no i’m not fictionalising this
You
you but i said no!
Is Helena the one who has the line about the spaniel?
That makes perfect sense but it’s funny to think that maybe it gets called love
Maybe felt more kinky which is how everyone feels
Breathing faster faster slower now faster faster slower now
Queen of the of the celebrating to come
Queen of the garden
There are many many hugegrowing weeds round the bush
Your girlfriend might that’s the thing even
From a distance
Isn’t writing a slippery thing when it comes to truth
But also here is the exact wording of the email i received
It’s easy to have different feelings in a different generation
Someone should have told you that even tho it’s a common ask on grindr
And before i say this i should offer
I believe in righteousness i believe to atone
The magic that happens when you lose control
I should probably be emb my predictive text
Suggests embarrassed like it already knows
I used to believe there’s a god involved
Google isn’t very hellbent
Helpful
Head over heels or what
Ever
Closer on the list when closer
This really happened
You can’t check
A game of obfuscation as much as it is revealing
How to celebrate anything
Suffice it to say i have feelings
I have been
Get a wooden mallet
I used to be
I like drama sometime
I have begun
I’m a bit more put together today
I appreciate your
Absolutely
I should probably
So so so so
We usually do a triathlon
To coffee coffee much more coffee
We can lots of us
But perhaps i don’t even know what
I saw the sky
