Loving you lacked luster left me in a rut A sucker-punch to my sucked in size 14 gut I suck on sour patch kids for a snack in between lunch I guess this year my fears have really packed a punch—line hanging out my clothes while I work on my prose, I cut roses in the garden but I keep my guard up Pruned you like a posey, you no longer get to know me Never scissored you so I had to use my shears wicked weeds waiting to withdraw from my lawn got tired of your tyranny, you're a terrible yawn compressed and depressed ready for the beyond practically pushing up daisies, praying for you to be gone Your tears only ever watered you your soil soaked from sensitivity and the inability to shoulder your share of responsibilities suddenly so dry when it came to me A bee incapable of pollinating the nectar never left your noble wings a peasant preposterously posing as a Queen See, but… She’s secure and I’m attached for once I’m not awaiting animosity attacks Actually allowing affection acquire assent restricted renovations require resource consents conserving conversations here’s the version that’s condensed You were a fucking mess now… ahem.. let me skip ahead to me in bed with someone else undressed Lately, puckering up my tulips to another girls lips for a chapstick or a matte gloss kiss Finishing first to finally fall asleep before her Stirred the sheets in her sleep to get a sip of water I wanna be the person that makes her thirsty in the night tackling terrors terrorizing her through dreams distracting demons derailing her peace I’ve spent this year on top and underneath each sweaty sexy session a sonnet to me she's got gracious gratitude for my anxious attitude switchin’ positions from longitude to latitude I wait with wide eyes for the wax to burn my thighs a bratty bottom begging for bruises; no surprise She’s definitely dominating demonstrating power I’m salivating over each sensation by the hour respectfully requesting my remarkable release Like……..can I come now please? relying on red handprints for both sets of cheeks I guess when you spend so much time fucking You forget how much the world is sucking She’s asking me what assonance is so I ask her to arch her back and I eat her ass until her arms give
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